There’s a joy buried in every season of uncertainty, even on battlefields. That’s why Paul can say “Rejoice in the Lord always” — and then repeat himself: “again I will say, rejoice.”

To commemorate the republication of John Piper’s book Desiring God, we are releasing eight articles under the theme “Desiring God in the Dark.” Find the full series on the theme page.

Can a mere human like me really rejoice in God while battling anxiety? Or do I have to wait for the dust to settle on my circumstances before trying to uncover joy again?

I probably don’t have to tell you about the current plague of anxiety in our society. Jonathan Haidt calls children born after 1995 “the anxious generation.” He cites reports showing anxiety levels doubling in recent decades, especially among 18-to-25-year-olds. Depression has climbed a similar path. Most concerning, suicides have spread like a dark and poisonous cloud. Nearly twice as many young men took their own lives in 2020 than in 2010; among young women, the number rose 167 percent. I have two young sons and a daughter, and their little faces make those otherwise clinical percentages dreadfully, fearfully human. What if my girl was one of those numbers? That thought alone threatens to add me to the hyper-anxious.

But this article is not mainly about the 18.2 percent (and climbing) of adults reporting moderate to severe levels of anxiety. This article is about you and your anxieties. When you lie in your bed at night, with all your hopes and hurts and unknowns, what worries wage war on your heart and rob you of joy? Could it be possible — truly, unexpectedly possible — to rejoice in God while battling the fears that sometimes plague you and me?

Not About Anything?

As I think back on the anxieties that have crept onto my pillow, even just over the last couple of years — health trouble, house trouble, work trouble, financial trouble, family trouble, and more — they’re not happy moments for me. They’re difficult moments, painful moments, can’t-this-just-be-over moments. I don’t associate them with rejoicing, at least not at first.

When I remember going to war with those worries, though, I think almost immediately of two verses that have been a sword and shield on my battlefield. In Philippians 4:6–7, the apostle Paul writes,

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

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