“When spiritual battles take place in our thoughts, praise be to God that we have everything we need to fight those battles – perfect gifts given to us by our good Father who loves us – the Bible and the Holy Spirit that teaches and transforms, our ability to pray and be prayed for, and the local church of fellow saints.”

My family and I recently attended the dinner and prayer night at our local church. One of the deacons recommended we start our night of prayer by going around the table to say a prayer of thankfulness.

One after another, the people at our table thanked God for the blessing and privilege of growing up in a Christian home with a Christian family. As each person prayed, the reality that I did not have that blessing brought up feelings of inadequacy, unworthiness, and guilt.

In an instant, shame exploded in my heart. With each passing prayer, it kept growing into a massive pile of accusatory condemnation. My entire past began eating away at my present reality and my shoulders grew heavier with each person’s thankfulness. By the time it was my husband’s turn to pray, I felt like I no longer belonged at the table of thankful saints. All of this took place in my mind within a span of 10-15 minutes.

When my husband started praying, he immediately thanked God for me and reminded himself that I was a blessing to him. WHAT??? Did he not know what was taking place in my thoughts?

The interesting thing about the whole scenario is that my husband could not read my thoughts. He had no idea what was happening in my mind and heart, yet it was in his prayer, his reminder, his thankfulness, that shook me back to my real reality and out of the sludge of self-pity that overtook me.

Thankfully, like a long awaited rain, Romans 8:1 came to mind.

There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.  For the law of the Spirit of life has set you free in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death.

It’s in these moments that help me see the necessity, of tucking scripture away in our minds and hearts through memorization. To be able to use God’s word in such a way to negate all guilt, all shame, all insecurities, Romans 8:1 says its freeing.

How easy it is for us to default and believe things we ought not to believe about ourselves. I allowed the prayer and thankfulness of others to take me to a place of guilt and shame; I had to be reminded of something greater, and I get those reminders from the only place that gives truth: God’s Word.

Scripture lets us know,  for those who are in Christ, condemnation is no longer applicable. Furthermore, according to Romans 8:1, the Holy Spirit of God, called the Spirit of life, has its own law, meaning it governs and regulates our actions and thoughts.

In that, we are set free from the power of sin, called here the law of sin and the inevitable consequences of sin, which is death. We also get more insight when scripture uses words like “has set you free”. These words let us know an action was “perfected” in the past, and we get to rely on that past action for our present state of being.

That action, of course, was Christ’s death for us, finished and perfected on the cross. Where our sin once had us dead, and slaves to sin, Christ’s death and resurrection makes us alive with him, free from the bondage of sin.

As if that were not enough, the liberating fruit of Christ’s perfecting death and resurrection extends also to our present circumstances….meaning at that table, when I was feeling shame and condemnation, the work of Christ met me there.

But thanks be to God, that you who were once slaves of sin have become obedient from the heart to the standard of teaching to which you were committed, and, having been set free from sin, have become slaves of righteousness. (Rom. 6:18) 

Where sin once had complete control of our actions, motives, and thoughts, those who are in Christ, have confidence that we no longer are slaves to the law of sin. It no longer governs and regulates us. God, through the work of the Holy Spirit teaches us, either through other saints, or studying God’s Word in intimate personal study.

The result is we are able to attain a standard of teaching that enables us to have the ability to obey. This ability to obey comes from a transformed and sincere heart. All of this allows us to be slaves of righteousness, no longer slaves of sin. God’s Spirit has taken up residence in us, and gives us the freeing power to not sin, to not feel shame over past sins, to not feel condemnation over past regrets. We just need to remember that. God’s Word and the power of God’s perfect Spirit, gives us those great reminders.

[Editor’s note: This article is incomplete. The source for this document was originally published on raanetwork.org – however, the original URL is no longer available.]